Dear noname

I hope you will keep the thread open as you and Anita were going to work on a plan. Which could be your new start.  And I hope my replying hasn’t interrupted or put you off the thread.

I so wish you well and will start a thread of my own now.  everyone here is so kind.

Best wishes

Monica

Dear noname

I read your original post on this thread sobbing because i could relate so completely. After reading the whole thread i realize it has become a personal exchange between you and Anita (who’s amazing support and replies i was also glued to). But i just wanted to say thank you for letting me see someone else feels exactly the same things.  After years of self development, counseling and spiritual work, i am also afraid i will just always be unhappy and lonely. I often wonder if i just keep going will i one day at least not feel pain every day? will i slip into a hollow acceptance? or just be OK with the pain?

Anyway i guess i just wanted to say thank you, reading this honest and open thread has at least made me realize i’m not crazy, because i can see so clearly what a good person you are and yet have all the same crippling feelings/thoughts as me. I hope we both one day get to look back and realize this was a chapter in our lives and our story has a very happy outcome.

I hope it gives you some sense of hope to know someone else feels the very same way and is still trying each day. (Well most days) I guess for me this thread has made me feel a little less alone.

Thank You

Monica