Thank you for replying. It makes me feel better. I am starting to realise that I do need to see a therapist. Or, at least, participate in group therapy. I’ve kept a lot bottled inside of me. It’s only this week I started realising that I need to first forgive and love myself, before I can expect someone else to like me.
I started meditation yesterday. I hope to keep up with it. I’ll try harder and find some group therapy as well.
Thank you.