Greetings Tannhauser,

I signed up for the forum strictly for the purpose of replying to your thread. Over a 5 year period from 2007 thru 2012 I endured through a spiritual awakening in my life – this entailed a spontaneous kundalini awakening. For 3 years of that 5 year period I experienced all the unusual symptoms, sensations, and experiences that accompany that internal process related to kundalini energy. So you could say that I am personally familiar with this ‘territory’. I am well aware that this internal process can be quite unique to each individual and is not experienced in exactly the same manner when it comes down to all the particular circumstances and details. For me this process was somewhat gradual and therefore more manageable – but I am fully aware that this process can be much more turbulent and disruptive for others. There is a lot that factors into how this is experienced. When all was said and done and this process ran its course within me – it proved to be the most profound experience of my lifetime and was deeply healing and purifying. When it culminated it brought about a realization of my true nature and ultimately an end to my suffering. So while it understandably may not feel like it at this time in your life – I am here to share with you that there is LIGHT at the end of the tunnel for you – no matter how dark it may seem at the moment. Based on my own life experiences – I ended up doing A LOT of reading on this subject matter over the course of several years. I wanted to recommend some books to you which I feel are among some of the best in covering this complex and seldom spoken about subject matter. So if you don’t mind, here are those titles in no particular order:

‘Farther Shores: How Near-Death, Kundalini, and Mystical Experiences Transform Ordinary Lives’ (Yvonne Kayson M.D.)
‘The Kundalini Guide: A Companion For The Inward Journey’ (Book 1) (Bonnie Greenwell Ph.D)
‘The Stormy Search For The Self: A Guide To Personal Growth Through Transformational Crisis’ (Stanislav Grof M.D.)

These are among the best books I have explored on the nature of spiritual/kundalini awakening. They contain far more information, knowledge, and wisdom than I could possibly communicate through the course of a forum posting. So that’s why I am recommending reading and exploring the contents of these texts. I feel the content contained therein could prove to be very valuable in assisting you with consciously navigating your way through this understandably challenging period of your life.

Thanks for listening to what I had to say and share. Hang in there and keep pushing forward…

Kind Regards,
~NorthernLights-