wow bunny, that really hit me. i guess you are right. as a gemini i def have two sides. thank you for the kind words. 

Thanks for the reply! I dont know. We have been talking about this moment for a long time now, and i like to think i wanted it too and not just did it for him. At the same time, the other day he said “hed been wanting to sleep with someone else” and i felt really perplexed by that comment. I think the gray area that we are in and the instability of our relationship makes things feel in the air, which i dont like.