Dear Blancaracio:
You know within your heart what you must do. You are justifying the reasons why you SHOULD NOT have this child, and you should not have to justify a reason for your decison. I too was in your situation years ago. I had my daughter and raised her on my own. It was not easy and support was unstable. But I did it, earned 2 college degrees and own my own business. Being a parent is the hardest job in this world, with or without a partner. My daughter serves this country and I could not be more proud of her. My name is the only name on her birth certificate. She does not know her father and I believe in my heart that she is here for an amazing purpose. A child will teach you the best love ever- unconditional love. You already know you x-husband will not be supportive. You do not have to keep him in your lives. Terminate all communications now and build stronger relationship with your family that you know will be there for you. This is about you and the baby.
There are no answers here, only choices.
I know you will make the right decision. Don’t be afraid.
All the best
SAL