Angela,
Your story is almost exactly like mine and though I have been through a a failed narriage and 2 other relationships since, this breakup has devastated me beyond words. I’m so exhausted, it just happened and I am not coping. I have children to care for and a career to keep but I am so scared that I won’t get through this.
I can’t even bring myself to type out the situation but it is so similar to yours. I wonder how you are managing now and if things have changed. I’m terrified he will want to come back when he feels better and does this again. I know I will let him. We were friends for six years and romantically involved for few months. He confessed how he always had a thing for me but were both involved. Its a long story with a long history. The other day things were great, he couldnt wait to see me and hours later it was the opposite and nothing had happened.. He battles depression. I need help coping and moving on. I already know this wasn’t him but his depression acting out but I don’t know what to do.