Life, i think i can relate to your pain. My fiancee broke off with me, blamed me for everything and in the end i found out that she was still keeping in touch and in love with her ex boyfriend, at the same time had a relationship with another guy at her workplace. She even accused me of cheating. Down the road, she came back apologizing for the mistakes (since she knew i found out about all the things she did) and asked me for a second chance. Being a fool that i am, i gave her another chance because i believed people can change and i need to see if she is sincere. But behold, she did it to me again. Now we are over, but i’m so angry at her and myself. I feel like god is playing with my heart and till now, every time i think of her, i feel like she should pay for what she did to me. I know this is not the right way to heal myself and i still have feelings for her (how moronic i can be) but this is where I’m at now. Days are moving slowly and painful. Hopefully i will see the light at the end of this horrible tunnel of life and love.

Wish you all the best as well and hope things get better in your life.

Take care.