She’s in a relationship already so it just feels like I was there when she needed and then not even having the courage to be honest really made me feel small. If she says them to make herself feel better or if they’re true doesn’t matter. The truth is something I don’t know how to hear from her, even if it’s real.
Those feelings were present before her and I had worked towards not feeling & treating myself like that. She made me feel even better about myself. It felt like I had known her for a long time and we just met. I realize now that I was looking for that and she wasn’t that. Her lying to me about things made all those feelings come back because she told me how great I was. Must’ve been really great because she can’t even come clean to me and left me behind like I am nothing.
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