Dear Mark,
It is true that we have not had enough time to really get to know each other. We do have very conflicting viewpoints on major political/social issues, which sometimes makes me question whether I can be with someone like him in the long run.
Thank you so much for the advice on sitting with our feelings. It really gives me hope! I do feel better after spending some time trying to process all these emotions by myself (which is just a way of saying that I spent an hour crying while mindlessly binge-watching my favorite show).