You have alot on your plate. What I would do is apply for Medicaid. The process may take 45 days but at least you could start getting some benefits.
In general to help you I would say,if possible, focus on what is within reach of a solution. If your feeling like life is getting you down you need a victory. Even a change of pace might help, a change of scenery. Take a walk through the park or the woods. Bring a dog. I find that solutions come easy when I’m moving my body, and I get my best ideas when I’m outside. I know that seems simple but His Holiness the Buddha would approve. Everything takes on perspective when you take a deep breath and back away from whats troubling you. Pray the prayer of your needs. Blessings and peace!