I’m having such a hard time letting go of a relationship that is not healthy. It’s unstable and he pulls the plug on me whenever he wants. He loves the control he has. It makes him feel better. And I let him although I know I shouldn’t. I can’t help but to feel alone. AND the worst part is I wish he would stop doing this and I don’t want to lose him.

Pitiful feeling. I have some strong moments where I know better and just live in the present and enjoy the good and forget about him. But there are other times where I miss him so much and I remember his redeeming qualities. I’m losing hope for most of humanity. Are there any decent humans left?