I actually don’t know about this particular news since I’ve not read the newspapers for long. But articles related to this did appear at least twice in the past few months, which I saw myself, so it must be true. Either way, I do not have the energy and motivation to do exam prep for another year. It’s become a stale and strenuous way of life, I’m overage already and if I wish to fulfill my heart’s desires, including the one we discussed, I cannot afford to keep wasting time. Let’s see.

I’m not sure how to keep track of my progress, if I’ve managed to improve myself in any manner. Though my dad says I’ve not been as short a fuse as I used to be until now, I did lose my temper yesterday again. I had resolved last year to not do it again, and succeeded for 3 months until it happened again, so I don’t know for sure.

Thanks a lot for the compassion and understanding, Anita. You can’t know how much it means to me.