Dear sona:

You are welcome! I too wanted to be “special” in someone’s mind and life. I didn’t know I was already special.

I can hardly believe I am typing this, that I am special. That was impossible for me to write before, being special. I had no idea what it meant before. I thought if I was rich and famous, maybe then I would be special.. or if a person loved me and only me, if I conquered a man’s past and future so there was no one else in his life, then I would be special.

I thought being special meant being more than other people, more.. more worthy.

I didn’t know what Special meant. Now I know it does not mean being more worthy than anyone else. And I know it does not mean becoming everything in another person’s life, his past, present, future and the only person in his life. Now I know, now I am getting to know. This is quite amazing.

anita