That really is very true. Perfect control… is simply impossible. Nobody has perfect control over a situation or someone else. Not even the world’s most powerful men and dictators. Only for so long can they make something happen or someone do what they want, by force or convincing. We cannot make anyone feel within what we hope for them to feel (forgiveness or willingness to talk)… can only do our best with honesty and sincerity. At least that’s what I am hoping to do, for that’s what I have power over. I’m trying my best to turn my love into a strength rather than obsession. Trying to study harder keeping in mind what we had discussed earlier. But the uncertainty and doubt of what will happen in the future, is certainly a strong fear factor hard to overcome.