Yes Anita. Yesterday one of my good friends I hadn’t been in touch with for long contacted me and I superficially explained my situation to her. She too initially said the same thing as everyone else… you must not think of suicide and all because you must live to serve your parents, life does not stop due to just one person, etc. I understand people’s rationale behind all this but I just don’t know how so few understand that I too have my own wishes in my life, that someone can indeed mean more than a person’s life to them. I do agree that it should not become a sick obsession and cause damage. Am doing my best to ensure that, but the pain which returns periodically, hurts a lot.
Though I run this site, it is not mine. It's ours. It's not about me. It's about us. Your stories and your wisdom are just as meaningful as mine. 