I have been known to feel this way also, and I know now to chill out because I did rush into marriage and ended up regretting that I settled down. The worst part for me now is thinking I’m ready for marriage again even though it’s only been a year since I left my husband. I get frustrated when I know the guy can commit but it isn’t happening with me. For example, my bf was engaged before but we don’t discuss marriage yet. I want to be laid back and enjoy myself but my mind is constantly racing. Definitely turn to your friends and hobbies and just relax. It is a lot more difficult to get out of a situation once u have marriage and kids. Keep in mind you really want to get to know the person and know how they act in the long term. I know it can feel like you want to prove yourself good enough, but your partner should also be good enough for you!