Dear Anita,

you only worry about some one that you care for, i do not see your worries, i see your care.

it is amazing how you combined that since of physics and dynamics both at the same time, i used to love both subjects during high school, and still, that law of physics you mentioned is newton first law of motion, i just looked it out: Newton’s First Law of Motion states that a body at rest will remain at rest unless an outside force acts on it, and a body in motion at a constant velocity will remain in motion in a straight line unless acted upon by an outside force.
the second law of motion; The Second Law of Motion states that if an unbalanced force acts on a body, that body will experience acceleration ( or deceleration), that is, a change of speed. i guess what i experiencing is an unbalanced force!
in dynamics friction is; When surfaces in contact move relative to each other, the friction between the two surfaces converts kinetic energy into thermal energy (that is, it converts work to heat). This property can have dramatic consequences, as illustrated by the use of friction created by rubbing pieces of wood together to start a fire. Kinetic energy is converted to thermal energy whenever motion with friction occurs, for example when a viscous fluid is stirred. Another important consequence of many types of friction can be wear, which may lead to performance degradation and/or damage to components. Friction is a component of the science of tribology.
but i have to mention that this since is based on solid bodies that that does not tend to change formation, the human body is different though, it can react to outside forces, it can reanimate forces, conceptual boundaries, that no law can intimidate, i tend to live by laws, not in laws, laws are a way of living, not a mean of living, you can break laws, only when you understand them, but you cannot, when you let them control you, and accept each and every defined aspect as a fact, laws are just the understanding of people and not the divine laws that govern us!

You put it in so graceful here, just before you sleep you think of what you did that day, was it worthy, or was it a waste of time, were you up to it, or were you under its control, what have you contributed, and what could you have but contributed more, the inescapable force of of self appreciation/depreciation. I feel it every day, every single moment, so i guess I will keep writing, every single day 🙂

I just had this discussion with that girl i sent my message to on Facebook, i shared with her my suffering with bipolar disorder, i made one more person know what is bipolar disorder, she did not understand, i tried to explain to her, she suggested the that i go to her psychiatrist, she told me he helped her a lot, by i do not know why till no that no man will understand me as a women does, may be because am very in touch with my feminine side, after all the male chromosome is XY, and the female is XX, the main is X, the sub is Y;In humans, a single gene (SRY) present on the Y chromosome acts as a signal to set the developmental pathway towards maleness. Presence of this gene starts off the process of virilization. This and other factors result in the sex differences in humans.[1] The cells in females, with two X chromosomes, undergo X-inactivation, in which one of the two X chromosomes is inactivated. The inactivated X chromosome remains within a cell as a Barr body. somehow most me do not understand that, that both men and women comes from the same origin, and we should meet at that origin, not at the sub-origin.

am listening to The Rolling Stones – (I Can’t Get No); nice song, very meaningful.

Till next time, Ziad,