Dear annema:

I am not sure I understand the sentence “if he shows back up I’m going to backtrack and start this process again”- what process?

Tuesday night, tonight, the first you are alone. A hot bath? Calming music?

It is a great shame that there are people who do not follow through with what they say, and again and again. I am careful to follow through with what I say. I feel that I owe it to people, to do what I said I will do. Do you understand this mindset of not following through, repeatedly, and watching you invest in the relationship with him and still, not following through?

anita