hey,good to hear from you back. you probably are right. well i miss him. him as a person,his smile,jokes the things we used to do together etc. i miss us. we did fight but just once and jt was no big deal. comparing to my other 8year llong relationshp with my ex this was heaven. but yes of course we didn’t spent so much time together to say it was the right one. and i was too hurried with my feelings (well not just me )and all the dreaming and planning it was probably too soon. i know it. but you know how it is at the beginning of every relationship all so shiny,lovely,awesome. and fact is,that i wish to have some fight or something really terrible to think about now,to say – well i don’t wanna live like this! but all i experienced was beautiful and i miss it. i miss the time we spent together i miss him as a person – i miss the reality. and i miss the fantasy at the same time…
you seem you really know what you’re talking about,so any help how to get through this would be really very appreciated. thank you