Dear Buruberu:

I read your two other threads, the first from August 2013.

You mentioned your parents are not together and live far away from you. Can you tell me about your childhood, your life with your parents. I am guessing it was not a good one, that you didn’t feel safe in the home you grew up in, that you were alone a lot, unattended, scared, angry- angry at your parent/s- but mostly very much alone. And so you went out to the world unprepared, without emotional resources to tolerate distress, to understand your emotions and consider them as guides in making decisions. You went out into the world without feeling okay. And you… were never okay, not yet.

Am I correct in part? Please let me know, correct me.

At 30 it is not too late for you to heal from that lonely childhood. The part that scratched your face did so as in to cry out: look, I am hurting! I need help! Someone help me!

Hoping to get your reply as to my first paragraph.

anita