Well, I only cut contact with my ex when I found out he was seeing his ex again (while still on-and-off with me). :/ I can’t even think about because it spirals down. But no- answers we will never find. And I’ve asked him PLENTY of questions. Tried to drag out all of the answers from him but nothing came out of it. So we have just to accept and that’s it- honestly there things that have no answers indeed.
Good thing talking to you is that… I’m definitely not alone. 🙂 Let’s hang in there and we’re gonna make it through!