Dear Ravi:

If it is your dream too, to be a doctor, well, I hope you reach it. I am only repeating myself (and I don’t mind) when I write to you that your daily schedule is distressing so no wonder you are distressed and depressed. I thought if you leave, at the least you will be moving around and about in the world, out of your room. It also gives me pleasure to imagine your grandmother… and mother living without Their Ravi. It pleases me to think of you setting yourself free of them and to think of them with their prisoner gone.

Regarding your regrets about Jerry, well, at best you are missing an online communication. You did not destroy a person to person relationship. If you still communicated with her online, it wouldn’t work well because you are… still living in the same distressing and depressing circumstances and routine.

But I know you don’t see it like that. I do. I am still unwell and thank you for your wishes.

anita