I guess you’re righz, it’s been a long time since she last asked me how I was. It’s all just “can you tell me when you’re going to start acting like an adult”, “when will you get normal again”, “I know, just get better already”. It’s just that these are people I live with and I wish they cared.. well, I know they do care, but they don’t feel the need to show it I guess.. What surprised me was when my mum said that we don’t seem to love her. After the divorce, I said to myself that it was from that moment my job to make her happy, as I saw her completely broken, and I did everything to make her happy. When I told her that, she said something like “really?”. I do wish that I lived with some good friends but I don’t feel like making such a big move right now as I said. Maybe the au-pair thing would show me the way.