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Dear Ravi:
Well, that is your choice then. I hope then that your mother treats you well, lovingly and so does your grandmother. They should be very gentle with you, accommodating, seeing that you are suffering, health wise- and from their own mistakes. They should be loving to you, a whole lot.
Then if you pass the exams and go to college, you may live away from home for the first time- that IS exciting for me. Maybe you will like that, that would be exciting. For me, if I get to read about it from you. The thought of it… oh, and what if you meet a young woman there, while you live in the dorm.. what if she would be so very kind to you, then you may fall in love with her. What if… And then, it will be Ravi and his Bride, imagine… I can imagine it.
I am just saying, it is possible. And your health will improve, a different setting. Away from home for the first time. Well, this would be something for me to look forward to. Yes, the thought of you cooking for yourself in the dorm, taking care of yourself, carrying a wallet for the first time. Now this IS something to look forward to. I want you to experience freedom. It is your human right, born to be free!
Dreaming me