To be honest Anita, much as I appreciate your input, I am not sure I agree with it? He has said he forgives me, we know blackouts happen when I drink spirits and too quickly, I’m absolutely not going to let it happen again. If I can’t go out without my boyfriend to bars or clubs, I don’t think that would be a healthy relationship for either of us, nor would I have the same relationships with my friends as a result. I believe in my resolution, and he believes in it too, I know this is a wake-up call for me, the stakes have never been higher to be honest. I just want to find some way inside me to move on because the whole incident still hurts me so much.