Dear neverland:

The feeling you have about this guy, that calm, I think it stems from the belief you are forming, a belief that the “universe” has a plan for you, a plan for the two of you to get together as partners in life, to love and be loved by.

The thought of you being loved by this guy is very calming- that is what love does, it calms you.

Normally you would be very distressed about starting a communication with a guy you are interested in and with this very guy you had many awkward moments already.

But there is something new this time that is comforting you and makes you feel safer: that there is a power greater than you, this “Universe” that will take care of what is too difficult for you to do yourself; a power that will bring the two of you together.

anita