Dear monsterjules:

I would like to get to know you better. In your original post you wrote: “I have changed now. I am closer today of the person I want to be than 5 years ago…But here I am again. I am not happy with the person I become”

Can you tell me what about you have you been trying to change five years ago?

And who is this person you have become, the person you are not happy with?

In yet other words: what has it been all these years, and what is it about you that needs to be changed?

anita