Hey!
So I finally left this guy. Actually he dumped me over some small argument. And guess what? He immediately ran back to his ex. It hurts that I have to watch the man I loved, stalk his ex like an obsessed madman. Hes creating various accounts to get to her, emailing her day and night, begging for her number. He seems to have forgotten I even exist.

l finally FINALLY worked up the will to not contact him anymore. Its been 10 days that we haven’t spoken.

It does hurt watching him forget me and run after her. But I take this as God’s divine intervention, to prevent me from ruining my life in the wrong hands.I really hope the withdrawal pain doesn’t kick in and make me weak in any way. Its like my brain knows he’s an asshole and my heart is slowly accepting that fact as well. Before leaving he made sure to dump the relationship’s failure on me. Im dealing with that too. It takes a lot of effort to recognize that it was he who had messed up since the start, not me.

I only wish his ex won’t take him back, though.