Yeah that makes sense.. I still feel like I’m still holding on even though I don’t want to. And everything I enjoy just reminds me of her hahaha so I’m not quite sure how to get past that at the moment. Or I find myself trying to fill that void by doing things I wouldn’t usually do. Do I just gligbire her and block her all together or?

I need to make a very big change for myself for the future. I don’t know how to go about it though, any suggests on how to take the hold of the steering wheel?