I am prioritizing. I am taking care of my family first and trying to see if I can fix my marriage.
My biggest issue is job search. I am highly qualified in the IT industry, but this is a pro-corporate, anti-people environment. After each interview I feel drained, worthless, and beaten down. I am 38 and I am basically starting over. That’s the part that’s killing me the most. Most of my friends are set. They have great jobs, businesses, wives, kids, houses, and retirement funds. I have almost none of that. It’s OK, everyone is different, but what sucks is that I know I am not stupid, but just made mistakes, had bad luck, and now I feel like there is so much I need to fix that it makes me feel the way I explained above. I know what I have to do. I just hope I run into some luck. Just a little luck will go far with me. I just need a break =(