Intothestillness,

Thank you so much bro.. Yes I’m a guy…But, I need more guts to handle issues spot on right in the face of them.. I think, I lack that self descipline and the will power to hold on and make things happen and to make myself better..

I will start practicising those.. but still my question is.. I was considering this relationship as divine.. since she was like my mom.. taking care of all my emotional needs….appreciating me… and scolding me at the same time, when I slip.. and being there for me atleast for a year.. but everything started changing after that.. when she started behaving in a different way.. I respect her feelings to have her own life.. but, when you are committed, you can’t be allowing others on a personal level, then what is the damn meaning of commitment? soulmates are those, with whom you confide everything, which we don’t do with others right??

I’m giving myself a break now.. trying to work on me on so many things which I have ignored.. but…you see.. it’s getting tough day by day..But I will sustain for sure.. Let me start from now on.. to take care of myself first..

Thank you so much for all your kind thoughts and sharing bro…