I would recommend taking a look at this book: https://www.amazon.ca/Mastery-Love-Practical-Relationship-Toltec/dp/1878424424

I think you would benefit from some of the learnings from it. I think you need to get to a place where you realize that another human being can’t give you happiness, it’s an inside job. As hurtful as breakups can be, you need to be secure in yourself and what you have to offer and know that waiting for the right fit is worth it.

Every heartbreak along the way just shapes who we are. If it’s any consolation, they’re a universal experience.

Best,
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