Alright then. I’ll try to send the message soon, when the time is right. If I don’t post here again, in which case this is my last post, you may assume the worst possible outcome. In that case please hope for a quick and speedy death for me, because that would be far preferable than living the rest of my life with the pain of having lost her forever. That’s not histrionics, that’s just my nature. It was a pleasure meeting you and discussing everything with you, Anita. You’re one of the few who stood by me in my darkest of times and the amount of time and effort you invested in trying to reach the roots of my problems and eradicating them, as a sincere well wisher, truly overwhelmed me. Hardly anyone else ever did so much for me. The world would be such a better place if there were more good people like you out there. Thanks for everything and I’m sorry for any hurt or inconvenience I caused you. I’m forever indebted to you and I pray from the bottom of my heart for your well being, always. Thanks again and best wishes.