Dear muchisima5:

I am thinking you are unsettled, not only career wise. You are uncomfortable being you, at this point. I think that is the restlessness in you, the restlessness that motivated you to leave your ex boyfriend and move across country and it is the same restlessness that is now pushing you toward leaving your current boyfriend.

When you left your ex part of you wanted to end up with him later. Now part of you wants to leave your current boyfriend and that part is enlisting feelings of longing to your ex and feelings of resentment toward your current boyfriend so to .. push you along toward leaving.

This unsettled part of you will motivate you to keep moving and moving… trying this and leaving and on and on. Better attend to it, study it, understand it.

Let me know if my understanding is or could be correct and we will continue, if you’d like.

anita