We’ve been in contact. Not loads but still talking.

He’s said he forgives me and that he misses me desperately (at the beginning of the brake up).

I pray to get back with him but his amazing family and friends have quite rightly helped him to recover from what I put him through.

I’m not sure if this is the best for him and me but I really do yearn for him. If anyone is reading this – take my warning, if your in a bad place, don’t try and make others reach your level

He has made a better person and I have noticed a difference in the way I interact and talk to people. Fate or luck brought us together – I would honestly wait a 1000 years to be with him again.