I want to quit so bad. But I don’t have another job lined up and I don’t want to not have any money coming in even though it’s a little. It’s just I hate this job and even though I applied for the tsa, the process is so long and I don’t really know if I even want a tsa job and my mom keeps stressing about it. I just can’t relax and my mom kept saying don’t make a habit of calling in and that I should just go to work not feeling too well. I know I’ll have days where I’ll be suck and trudge to work, but I feel sick to my stomach every time I have to go there.

I sometimes go in and think “well I’ll just make the best of it, it’s only temporary”, but then something reminds me of how much I hate this job and that makes me want to pursue teaching abroad even more and get out of this hell hole. But I need some money right now.