@inga: Thank you for your reply. It sounds like you have built a good plan to keep yourself going. I do need people around me to build me back up. I’m not sure that my mom is the best choice, but at the same time, family is forever, and very important to me.

Hobbies to build me back up is a issue in itself, because anything I do that I like for me instantly has to have a goal or else I feel I’m wasting precious time. Pressure… I love to draw, but feel the pressure to become an illustrator. Same with game development and singing. Something I need to work on, and maybe outdoors hobbies would be better for me right now.

How do you go about job hunting when you’re still searching for your skills?