Although mine was much shorter. I am with you. I never caught him cheating but have my suspicions. I love him but was forced to break up too due to “ghosting”. When it was good it was great but when it was bad it was painful. I have to love myself enough to know that true and real love shouldn’t hurt. All I can do it pray for him and move on. I haven’t gotten any closure and although I desperately feel the need for it and am trying to move on without it. Letting go and letting GOD. God help us all.