Same reason all times, but the thing is that there’s a lot hidden here. I’ve had a rough life, and everyone has left me one way or another which MIGHT be why I run as soon as she starts loving me. Maybe she’s not the one for me, maybe I’m just pushing the right one away. I don’t know. But I’m starting to realise that no one will be able to even give me any help. I have to figure this one out myself. And I gotta let my feelings guide me, not my thoughts.