Thanks for the tips on battling anxiety.

>So you cannot look for a job during the six months if you sign a contract for those six months?
Yeah, thats right.

>But maybe with more saved money? And there is the slight possibility of the economy improving by then?
Maybe a little more. Economy wont become better for sure.

>Is there anyone- in your family/ friends- who is gentle, patient and kind to you?
My mom is always supporting me no matter what. I mean like really supporting me, not just helping me financially. She doest deserve such son like me. Also i have two really good friends.

I just really dont want to return there. This place is like a trap. I spent almost 4 years trying to get out from there. The boss will treat me even worse than before just because i left. But it seems like i have no other choice. All of my family and one of my friends, from whom i asked advice, told me that i should get back. It sucks so much, i feel like i dont have control over my life. My previous attempt to change the job was the first ACT of my will that i did in many years. And look where it got me…