I know that he is of some very small denomination of Christianity, so when we had talked about our different beliefs, which was in the beginning, I don’t understand why it wasn’t then that he would’ve said hey maybe this isn’t going to work out. But I think that monklet80 has a point. It doesn’t really matter what the beliefs are, and I guess as much as I want to fully understand this whole situation, it’s not going to help me move forward to keep investigating. I guess it’s just been difficult having to physically be in his presence. I’ve been doing a lot to keep myself moving forward but I guess with time it will get easier to see him. I’ve just never experienced such sudden and harsh heartbreak before, so I’m just going through a lot of thoughts and feelings over it.