Tracey-
I definitely understand that but she said she cared about both of us equally and was going to break up with him. So I feel like I should still have a chance, even though she never did break up with him.
I also feel like I could deal with any other guy, her ex who she was with on and off for two years, I like him he’s cool and I wouldn’t be bothered if they were best friends, but this guy is basically my mortal enemy and I can’t even look at him without being consumed in anger and depression.