Dear LJS_85:

Often lonely, depressed people think everyone else is happy. I read it again and again. Often enough, it is not so, but I digress.

Clearly from your post, you are very interested in a relationship with a man. It is natural and I think you should pursue it. Did you try online dating?

Lots of people are put off by online dating but if you do the online dating effectively, it can work for you very well. The reason I think it is a good idea for you at this point is that you are tired (your last line). And so, developing friendships with a group of people in the hope for finding a boyfriend is too long of a process for a tired person. Online dating is fast and it makes a great number of men available for you to meet (not intimately of course, but to get to know in coffee shop, daytime kind of meetings).

Let me know what you think of my suggestion. If you are interested I will share with you what I believe is an effective way to go about it.

anita