Dear blkhwkdwn1:

You wrote: “I believe i’m supposed to suffer… I feel I deserve the pain I am getting.”

Please do tell me: why do you deserve to suffer?

I used to believe that I did something so wrong that I too deserved to suffer. I used to believe that I was such a bad daughter that I destroyed my mother’s life and I deserve to suffer.

I am wondering if you too believe that you did something so very wrong, unforgivable that you deserve to suffer for it…?

anita