Thank you for your responses.

I took your advice for the casual route and we’ve spoken once each day so far – it hasn’t really helped by anxiety. I’m still overly emotional and currently wish I just hadn’t taken the leap in meeting him. He goes on holiday tomorrow and the thought alone is driving me crazy – he is probably simply busy preparing for it and so he should but with my issues its so hard not to overthink everything and feel as though I’m simply not good enough for something that initially had such huge potential.

When you meet someone you genuinely have so much in common with and you feel a spark with, that you believe to have been reciprocated.. its so hard not to feel so completely jilted – despite not yet having been physically jilted! The many wonders of the mind!

I’m not a patient person, I worry, I swirl things around my mind until everything turns into a sublime mess… Its so hard for me to simply let go 🙁 I thought I had got pass all of this but 4yrs of no dating and no love-life hasn’t done a thing for me, despite what I initially thought.