I’m truly at the end of my rope. I’m tired of hearing people say “Things will get better!” Things in my life have gotten progressively worse.I have nothing. No money, job, car, I have prayed and asked God to help me. Even he hasn’t listened to me. I don’t even know if I believe in anything anymore. I keep thinking that I must have done something horrible to deserve to live with nothing. But I am the person who you’d want to run into if you were starving or needed a warm bed to sleep in. I try to be the best human being that I can be and would give and have given a stranger my last. I must not be all that great if God won’t help me. I don’t even have possibilities because every time I am hopeful or things seem like they are working out, the next anvil is dropped on my head.