Dear mrcc:

You wrote that you fear disapproval from your parents. All children do and often, still do as adults. Which is the case with you as well.

This fear of their disapproval will have to be dealt with as you proceed. In your daily life as is, how does this fear manifest itself? What in your present life do you do or not do out of this fear? Examining this and then choosing to operate for your well being in any small way that is disapproved by them, will give you the practice to operate for your well being in big ways.

When you reduce this fear, you will have better access to your authentic desires, and your route to make those authentic desires happen will seem clearer and easier.

anita