Hey colorpopz,

I know it’s hard now and you are hurting though you are trying hard to feel normal.

It will be a while before you really do.

The memories are still strong and people don’t have magic switches to turn on and switch off feelings.

If it was meant to be, it would have worked – otherwise maybe someone else is meant for you, just that these set of experiences will provide you with more maturity, perspective to see that when it happens.

Be glad you had something magical and wonderful memories. Say your goodbye and really let him go – stopping contact for a while is the best way to disengage.

Then there’s diving straight into your own life and circle of family, friends and activities.

The nights you feel like crying will come, the time in campus you will remember something and feel like crying will come but hold on despite it…this too shall pass.

Regards,
Nina