Those feelings were present before her and I had worked towards not feeling & treating myself like that. She made me feel even better about myself. It felt like I had known her for a long time and we just met. I realize now that I was looking for that and she wasn’t that. Her lying to me about things made all those feelings come back because she told me how great I was. Must’ve been really great because she can’t even come clean to me and left me behind like I am nothing.