Dear artwithoutlimit:

I am very familiar with BPD. It is a collection of symptoms gathered around the core issue; fear, ongoing, excessive. Well, it is not an issue of luck or a curse but fear. Fear and Love don’t mix very well. Fear, excessive, ongoing makes hurt, anger, sadness, distress of any kind, feel worse than otherwise; we get scared of feeling hurt, of feeling good- in fear we lose the good feeling… And so, life is difficult. Healing (not necessarily completely but to a large degree) from anxiety and undoing the combination of symptoms making up the BPD diagnosis is possible. Did you attend psychotherapy, unearthed your childhood injuries?

anita